what day is it?

so . . . tired . . .
and it’s only tuesday, and i work all night.
must sleep tonight. must.

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to myself

and the numbers say it all.
somehow, that makes it hurt less.
i would say i told you so, but it seems unecessary.
to those still/back at methodist mecca,
my loves to the remnants of second glide.
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Ten Top Trivia Tips about Coral Rose!

Coral Rose can give birth ten days after being born, and [...]

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and for one brief moment . . .

the world aligns, before it all shifts back to chaos.
feb 3.2006 - the brother to afganistan
march 18.2006 - spring break?
may 13.2006 - the last day of the first year of grad school
may 29.2006 - flight out towards uganda
june 26.2006 - flight home from same
august 12.2006 - melody and kyle get married
august 17.2006 - 23
sept 5.2006 [...]

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on february, and valentines day

february is the 3am of the year. if you’re awake to see it, which an unfortunate number of us are, you are subjected to irrational doubts and fears about yourself and who you really are.
i would say that this is melodrama, except for one thing: valentines day. if you are in a relationship, stop for [...]

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a thought for you

Maybe what it is, its inexplicable pain, is somehow caught up in the very inarticulateness of it all. Maybe some of its preciousness, some of their preciousness, would be lost if you were able to set forward how you felt about them not being here in simple, understandable phrases for everyone to hear.
I mean, take [...]

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coffee and venetus A

I really have to hand it to that Villoison, who unhindered by the war in the Americas, managed to come up with Venetus A clutched in his sweaty palm.
It’s Saturday at my house. No big surprise, since rumor has it that it’s actually Saturday most everywhere else too. I woke up at 2:30am last [...]

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P.N.I.

. . . which stands for Poor Nerds for Illiteracy. It has been brought to my attention, by my brain, that if I did not spend so much money on books, for school and otherwise - I would have significantly more money. So I have decided to support illiteracy. In face, I think I shall [...]

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if my life is for rent

So I’m awake in the wee hours of the morning . . . but I finished the homework for Sallust, and I think actually satisfactorily. We’ll see what I think tomorrow when faced by actual class, and am forced to remember what I puzzled out in these early morning hours aided by caffiene and hot [...]

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he starts to shake and cough

. . . Just like the old man inThat book by Nabakov
Today was a longish day. I had my first Powell seminar, which was okay, except that going around the room reading passages from an article and restating the main points of every paragraph isn’t much fun. And afterwards we had to go listen to [...]

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it’s a carnivore world . . .

i wish that i had a camel.
and now - a story bex wrote for me junior year. (names have been changed slightly to ensure that the esteemed author of this missive is not mobbed by the adoring crowd.)
the parts that you don’t understand are in Filipino, I believe.
bexley: once upon a time…
bexley: there was a [...]

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